i wanna be a billionaire

hey peeps!

Its bieber concert tonight and the ladies is getting wilder,crazier,and ultimate insane over him!Justin bieber is one lucky kid.He was once just an ordinary kid singing Usher's song in youtube and the next thing you know,he is one of the most richest kid in the world.He had won lots and lots of award in grammy and now his dating with a gorgeous young singer/actress,Selena Gomez.Ohh how i wish my life would be like that.Be as lucky as him.

I think i should try singing in youtube.Doing some cover of beyonce's song and post it in youtube.Who knows i probably get adoptedby Beyonce.Then,maybe I have the chance to be with Enrique?HAHA!im just joking :) Well freakly speaking,I think my life is good just the way it is.I have a great mother,an awsome friends and a cool boyfriend.

Love,

zulaikha zakaria

here we are again

hello bloggers,readers,silent readers..people :)

My day has been pretty tiring and sleepy.I felt SO restless and all i can think is my bed when i was at school this morning.And speaking about schools,i woke up late and i hate being late.The thing i hate the most is being late!Okay now,moving on.I assume that some of my followers or "silent readers" read my post entitled Sweetheart.Well,it must be confusing reading something that you don't even understand right.So let me just explain it briefly.Me and mikhael had a little fight and he cant seems to just let me explain to him about few things.Since i know that he reads my blog..silently,I decided to post my silly explanations in my blog.After all the fights and misunderstanding,as usual..we are back at the right track again!*yay :) So,I'm sorry if i have to post my personal problems here.I don't tend to do such thing actually but it happened.Again,I'm sorry readers.Hope you guys keep on reading my blog :)

Till then.

Zulaikha zakaria.

sweetheart.

dear mikhael,

Sweetheart,I never really have the chance to say this to you when we had our conversation just now.I was speechless and terrified if i would make any wrong decisions.During our conversation just now,you asked me to prove my love to you because you doubt it.Well,to be honest.I do not have answer for that.Like i said,i don't know where to start and i don't know how to end it.when it comes to "proving" something to someone,i just cant say much because i dont know what to do.After 2 years being together,I've realised that you don't really know me.I dont prove things to people.I wont jump out of the window for anyone,i wont run naked for anyone,i wont get on my knees for anyone and all those stuff except for my mum.I know you would think that I'm selfish.but its facts.Everytime i sacrifice anything for someone,they tend to leave me after that.

I dont use any sweet words to keep you with me.And trust me when i say i wont.its hard when i was expecting you to gain back your love on me and what i get was another way round.It hurts,seriously.I was hoping you to come to me and just say,"can we start all over again?".That's all was i hoping for.I dont ask you to come and bring me a bouquet of flowers,i dont ask you to write me a poem,and i dont even asked you to write me a song.All i need was a lil bit of afford.Its good to know that you've realised that im always the one who try to keep these relationship strong but i do get tired of it and i wanted to see if you could do the same thing too.All i can see now is just everything falling into ashes.I would love to start all over again if you give me the chance to do so.Is it too late to fix everything?im not gonna answer that for you because i know if i tell you the truth,you wouldn't even want to believe me.so i'll just leave the question for you to think about it.

lots of love,

zulaikha zakaria

we are cool like that

I realised that my friends and i has been living with this weird tradition among us,which was lepaking with some random people.We can hardly know that person and the cool part is that we don't even know their names sometimes.We talked,share stories,we crack jokes and at the end of the day,i got myself thinking,"whats that person's name again?" HAH! Well,when i asked some of my friends about how random were we actually, and their answer was simple yet it does make sense.The answer would be," because we are cool like that".Its true though.we love making new friends and so what if we don't even get their names?we are some weird girls who love doing random stuff and we learn from it actually :)

Another random things about us,was that we opened our windows in the car sometimes whenever we had our favourite "pimp" song playing on the radio.We sing our lungs out like nobody's business.And why do we do that?The answer is obvious.Because we are cool like that!Yes,we wear high heels like normal girls out there.We dated guys like a normal girls too,we wear high waisted jeans like those girls as well,but what makes us different is that we are cool in our own ways.Like my girls always said,"we are cool like that".

p/s: i actually said "we are cool like that" for 3 times in this post?my oh my..

Love,

zulaikha zakaria

dimonds arent forever

i blame myself for this unexplainable feelings.Deep down inside i belive that i still love you.I love you more than you can ever imagine.But it hurts when i know that its fading away.It hurts to know that the sparks of love that i use to have towards you is disappearing slowly.Sooner or later,i might not have any feelings towards you.I do not need another time to break.All i need now is you.I need you to bring back those beautiful feelings that anyone can hardly find.Bring back love to me.

Am i selfish?ego? Yes i am for now.I'm selfish to keep you with me.I'm ego for not going to you and let you know what i really felt.To be honest,i felt terrible.Wondering around,acting like I'm enjoying every single second "forgetting you".Ahh,it maybe sound easy.but trust me.It took alot more for me tell you that "my love for you is fading away".Could this be real?Ohh,how i wish god can take those feelings away and replace it with love.

zulaikha zakaria

This song is for you.God!im TERRIFIED! :/

You, by the light

Is the greatest find

In a world full of wrong

You're the thing that's right

Finally made it through the lonely

To the other side

You set it again, my heart's in motion

Every word feels like a shooting star

I'm at the edge of my emotions

Watching the shadows burning in the dark

And I'm in love

And I'm terrified

For the first time and the last time

In my only life

And this could be good

It's already better than that

And nothing's worse

Than knowing you're holding back

I could be all that you need

If you let me try

You set it again, my heart's in motion

Every word feels like a shooting star

I'm at the edge of my emotions

Watching the shadows burning in the dark

And I'm in love

And I'm terrified

For the first time and the last time

In my only

I only said it 'cause I mean it

I only mean 'cause it's true

So don't you doubt what I've been dreaming

'Cause it fills me up and holds me close whenever I'm without you

You set it again, my heart's in motion

Every word feels like a shooting star

I'm at the edge of my emotions

Watching the shadows burning in the dark

And I'm in love

And I'm terrified

For the first time and the last time

In my only

my endless love

This unexplainable feeling when you felt lucky to have such a wonderful man to love and to love you back.Every single fights we've been through and tears that we shed,makes us stronger.Every single word you wisper makes me wanna belive that you and me will never end.We yell,we cried,we did so many remarkable things together and belive me when i say,you are the first guy that i ever write about :) I never write anything about any other guy.You are my first for everything.You are my baby love for now and ever.

life can do wonderfull things

Metro station did a wonderull job for doing a song entitled Seventeen Forever.Eventhough that song was known like long long time ago,but the lyrics was just beautifull.I love their chorus when they said "wont be seventeen forever,and we can get away with this tonight." Look how meaningfull that line is?That means,we cannot stop from getting older.Sooner or later,i wont be seventeen anymore and school will be no longer in my timetable.By that time,we wont know if we can even catch up with some of our classmates and teachers?Plus,i am obviously gonna be busy with college and stuff.Im just scared if i'll meet some new faces and new culture that i probably get into it to much till i forget my old friends.

My friends are not some bunch of kids who dumb their friends and get a replacement whenever they are having some missunderstanding with their friends.They are loyal,PRICELESS and very very caring which makes me love them soo much!

love,

zulaikha zakaria