dispite of perhaps?

hey peeps,

As time pass by,tomorrow is the last day of June and July is taking over.In a few months time,ill be one of the senior in my school.I could not imagine how is it gonna be on the last day of SPM!Ill be out the whole day,enjoying my perfect moment with my homies. joyride with them in my car,eating ice-cream by the beach together,watch the sun set and and the breezy air...It was just perfect.I would do anything to achive this dream.

We actually planed this together for quite a long time,if they still remember.These was the things that we always wanted to do together but in this age and the studies,we dont think its a suitable time for us.Parents is one of the problem.But as for me,the the perfect time is the main problem actually.My parents would maybe understand about this whole plan of mine of going away with my friends just for one day.

Day by day,i keep thinking about my future.dont know why,im just worried about this.what if my future its another round?God,that really do scares the hell out of me!Eventhough how bad my life is now,I will never ask for any changes.My life is like a graph that I draw on a piece of graph paper,Ups and downs..everything is complete.There are no such thing as a the word called "constant" in my life..but its accurate.

I know it sounds comlicated but that was just life is to me:)

love,

zulaikha zakaria.

start a new chapter

hey peeps,

About the post that i have posted yesterday,I was even wondering why i was being soo immature for posting stupid stuff like that.Maybe i was soo upsad till i could'nt control myself for doing it.im glad its over and i will never talk about this whole drama ever again.If you readers was wondering what had happen,i dont think its a good idea for you guys to know either.One thing i know for sure is that,god knows what had happen better.Perhaps,i need to have some faith in this life.

Now,all i need to do is start a new book, a whole new chapter in my life.That means,i will try to be a better person.I know that im not perfect.I mean come on..no one is perfect in this world but hey,we can always try to be the best among the best right?i'll give this a try.This whole drama makes me sick!

I dont know why but...naahh,ill keep this to myself.Ill just pray so that one day,i will have a better life...I just want to have a life like ordinary 16 years old girls out there!is that too much to ask?

love,

zulaikha zakaria.

the ugly truth

hey peeps,

So many thing to say to both of you till I could not even describe it with words.I hope you guys are happy for what you've said to me till you make belive that there's no second chance for our friendship.Just because of a stupid thing that i didn't even plan to do,I get all the blame.I am obviously not making my own conclusion about that,because "you" even say it on my face.

Just imagine if you are the one who is dealing wth this shit.Hoping for "so call as a bestfriend" to be there for you and what they did is just blow you off without any second thoughts.What am i suppose to feel?proud of you for doing such thing to me?even how bad,rude or mean i am,I WILL NEVER ACT LIKE WHAT YOU DID.never..

And you.yes the one who i called my soul sister.The one who I belive will understand me.So i bet you are damn freaking satisfied with all this shits.You've been cursing me all day long and still..you said that you are not angry?dont try to turn the table around.You know how much i hate that.YOU know EVERY single thing in my life.what i LIKES or DISLIKE,in another word..EVERYTHING.you know much i care about you and yet you still think that i would want to do such thing.

Yes.maybe i was dumb way back than when i was in form two.I left my ex bestfriend to belive that i was the one who is guilty.But not anymore guys.I told you guys the truth and i did not create any story just to save myself.I am not a coword!I am just gonna go with the flow.Whatever happen next,ill leave it to God.

And now,I would like to thank to mikhael,azwa and yusufe who was there for me during my hard time.You guys has just fix my broken heart by making me laugh and smile again.Thanks guys..Thank you soo much.And thank you for the kiss my love(mikhael).It was the best cure that i could ever had.Azwa,thank you for being such a understanding friend.Yusufe,thank you for the chicken grill and the supid little jokes yeah.I really appriciate that guys:) what would i do without you guys.

love,

zulaikha zakaria

sunrise hit the ground

hey peeps,

Sorry for not updating my blog lately.I've been really busy with my school work and my studies.I've got my mid-year exam reasult and honestly i am not satisfied with it!!looking at my school report card makes me think that i could not be one of those sucsessfull people out there.People says that its normal to fail in add maths and bio but not for my aunty who is also my bahasa teacher in my school.Now,you get the picture?she's like nagging at me during my bowling practise.

Anyways,about my online clothing shop,we are officially open tomorrow which is on 26 Jun 2010:)this online shop is made by me and by bestfriend,chloe.The name that is given is GARLIC AND BARBICAN.So what are you waiting for ladies?come and visit our blog at http://garlicandbarbican.blogspot.com/ and puchase some great items!

The best part about us is that you could share your fashion ideas so that maybe we could try to sell those stuff ey? So any ideas that you would love to share with us or maybe you wanna ask us anything that have to do with fashion,just drop us a comment at our blog.Simple as that!

love

zulaikha zakaria.

my garlic and barbican:)

hey peeps!

As you guys know,that I am a huge fan of fashion.Therefor,me and my best friend,chloe is in the process of making our clothing line name "Garlic and Barbican".We are selling tops and bottoms for the ladies in a reasonable price of course.I can not deny how stunning,hot clothes out there are kindda pricey.For me,i dont mind wearing a cheep and unbranded things but the most important is that,it must look good on me:)

Well,this is a good news for the vintage lovers and also for the ladies who love to mix and match their clothes.This is because Garlic and Barbican is all about playing with the colours,fun,vintage and we also have trashy kesha type of looks too though;)

So dont worry!i'll inform you guys when everything is settle yeah.

So long readers!

love,

zulaikha zakria

6 in the morning

hey peeps!

School is going to start tomorrow.This is seriously a nightmare!Everyone says that school is suppose to be fun and you'll miss it when its over.But as for me,since I moved to this horrifying girls school in KL,I never felt that way anymore.Not like back then i was in Hartamas.I swear,I miss being there with those silly classmates and awsome teachers!

Anyways,I had fun during my two weeks holidays!And the best was on saturday morning.Me and the ladies went out to Rasta at 1 a.m.I ate butter bread puding and farah had apple crumble.I suggest you people out there who were craving to have sweet stuff like this,you guys should come to Rasta!my god,i fell in love with the butter bread pudding and the apple crumble on my first bite!great food i must say.Then,we went to Andalus where they had the second round of shisha-ing.I could not take anymore shisha that time cuz i had enough shisha when we was at Rasta.So there I was,eating french fries with the garlic sause.Bad bad food!makes me even fatter!

Then we drive to Asia Cafe to pick up my boyfriend,Mikhael.the car was soo full till i have to sit on mikhael's lap for awhile and chloe have to sit on Farah's lap.Than we could not stand that situation no more!so chloe moved to the front sit with azwa!ohmygod..it was better after that.So we went back to bangsar and sent yusufe and Mikhael home since mikhael slept at yusufe's house.

So we girls arrived home at 6 am in the morning and we woke up at 9.30!we need to get ready for azwa's brother's wedding.It was funny because all of us need to wear the same brown kebaya!So we were kindda late as we arrived there on 11.something.We actually need to be there around 10 in the morning.So the wedding went well and the food was awsome!

Me and azwa was kindda upset of waiting yusufe and mikhael.They was suppose to be there during the time four of us walking down the hallway.I know it was not a big thing but of course i want him to be there.So yeah,they arrived when the wedding was about to over.I was kindda dissapointed with them same goes to azwa.

But that does not spoil our day when they apologize and tell the reason why.So after the wedding,Azwa sent all of us back home.Well there it was,my day with them:)

love,

zulaikha zakaria

heels are killing!

hey peeps!

Despite(or perhaps because of) the enomic gloom,sky heels are big news this season.Sky heels is also known as killer heels which most of the ladies would go crazy about.I am a big fan of killer heels too of course.I seriously dont mind walking around with killer heels eventhogh its hurting my feet but for the sake of looking good in it.

ohmygod!this is beautiful!

laced killer heels would give you more catchy looks.Besides that,I also love wedges like this beautiful wedges that I've found in google.

I think,wedges heels like this are much more comfortable than other heels bacause wedges has a flat surface which can give us a better balance.But overall,every killer heels to me are awsome and one day,when i have my own house..I would like to have a room which is full of heels or shoes like kimora's :)

love,

zulaikha zakaria.

things right again,Starlites;)

hey peeps!

For the people who knows me since last few years,you know what had happen between me and some of my old friends right.oh well,thanks to "starlites",we are back again.Honestly i cant even remember when was the last time i hung out with Dda and Aza.I cant deny that i miss those times when everything was fine again,when I was a juniour in my school,when everyone was still thin and have no pimples,when we are soo close to each other like no one can seperate us,when I still belive a word called "forever".Yeah..those time.

We were laughing our ass off just now and we had picnic at taman titiwangsa.On that moment,i realised that how time passed by soo fast.Its like I did'nt even realised that we've gron up.Every each of us change alot but one thing remain the same.And that is friendship.I belive that maybe we will not be together forever but we will always remember every each of our good times that we had.

Aza,Qila and Dda was soo funny as they start acting like some tourist that lost in KL?haha!anyways,I have some advise to the ladies out there.If you girls are planing to go to KL like Taman Titiwangsa or places like that,excpecially on the "zon pudu area",DO NOT wear shorts for example like hot pants shorts.Bad idea i must say!I experince this just now when me,aza and qila was wearing shorts.The people there are like looking and the guys are being soo pervert.They are like staring at our ass?i mean you-better-get-your-eyes-of-my-ass!sigh

Than,after dda drop me and qila at bagsar,we went for window shopping while waiting for my mum to pick us up.I dont see anything that catch my eye.Maybe because I was too tired after being like a "tourist" in my own country:)

love,

zulaikha zakaria.

lazy potato

hey peeps,

I love friday.I really do.But I have to admit that friday can get pretty lifeless if you have nothing to do,just like me.I am basically stuck in my room and have nothing better to do than sleep,eat and online.I dont know where to go,with who and I am totally broke right now!I have like 1o bux in my purse?what can you do with 10 bux?eat "roti chanai" at some mamak stall?this is a sad sad stuation.I need my mummy when it comes to this;)

By the way,there this indonesian series movie and it is totally stuck in my head!I've been watching that movie since yesterday till today in youtube.It was a great movie.Kyra came to my house today.We went out to hartamas with amy and chloe hoping to watch the football match together but when we arrived at Hartamas square,the place was packed and there's no empty table at all!I was soo sad bacause the football match was about to start.Well,im not a big fan of football actually but this fifa world cup is not some ordinary football match.Fifa world cup is just something that you need to watch and its a must!

So we went to joe's and just hang out and laugh as usual.I never get bored of them:).I realised there was something diffrent about joe's just now.I mean,since when joe's started playing rock songs?Anyways,we went back home and sleep!argh..what a day!

love

zulaikha zakaria

pictures

hey peeps,

Pictures actually explains alot about that person.Im not talking about any judgement here but Im talking about what I think.My oppinion.Pictures are beautiful.I could not explain how does it feel,the satisfaction when we took a good picture of someone or either a picture of ourselves.I am one of the people who fell in love with pictures.I love a picture that shows a happiness of that person and a picture that have a beutifull views.Besides that,I also love a picture that shows a great telent of someone.But honestly,being a photographer is not im my list.

These are the pictures that Im proud of

all I ever wanted

hey peeps,

Great outing with the ladies today including Izzudin.It starts with a funny plan that me and chloe was about to hang out at joe's together.But everything change when haneez called me last night and invited us to Rasta for Aryraaf's birtday.So it was last minute actually!

Well,azwa pick me up at my house and drove us all to Rasta.It was kindda akward as soon we arrived because there was a group of Asyraaf's friends that we dont even know.But everything went well after we get to know each other.The boys thought me to play "indian poker".I sucks playing that game because i keep on loosing and haneez keep on winning!haha,i think it is just not my luck than.Izzudin and I had a funny momment when both of us get soo high after shisha-ing.We were like laughing and I must say that I was being soo diffrent as i start talking "dirty" with Izzudin?ohmygosh!I was imbaresed with my stupid attitude.I dont know what the hell was i thinking.But luckly it was Izzudin and not some random guys right?

Than after that,around 12.30a.m we send haneez back home and continue the day.We went to yusufe's shop at bukit damansara and shisha.But this time is diffrent flavour.Imnot sure what is it but honestly,it taste like some body wash soap!

Than ater one hour at yusufe's shop,we decided to sent chloe back home at subang.Thus,we passed by infront of my boyfriend's house,mikhael.He wasn't home so I was kindda sad about it bacuse I miss him?:) Sometimes,I just have too much fun haging out with my frieds till I dont even bother to go home.

So after we send chloe home,we went to Andalus,ampang and shisha..again!I ate french fries with sour sause which yusufe recommended to me yesterday.It was soo delicious!I felt like ordering for the sour sause only!hihihi..

I felt sooo sleepy and tired after the whole day going out.Then,yusufe send me and azwa back home around 3 going to 4 in the morning.I must say that I was enjoying my freaking day with those humans!we travel from Taman Tun to Ampang?that was just great:)

love,

zulaikha zakaria

STOP

hey peeps!

I know that no one is perfect in this world including myself but I cant stand looking at those people who drink alcohol,smoke or take drugs excpecially malays.Im not trying to sound innocent here but hey..that is something I would'nt do.Those things wont give you good benefits at all,in fact it will destroy you slowly in someways.Besides,its a sin right?

Anyway,my dad told in the car just now about cases that is hapening around us.One of them is violance.I hope people would stop violance againts womans and childrens.Some of them are innocent and its unfair to do such thing to them.Just think this way,imagine you are the one who is suffering because of the violance you had done to them?it must be sucks having a life like that right?so I'll repeat this one more time..please,stop violance againts woman and children.

And to all the ladies out there,please take note about this.Be carefull in dating guys.Some of the guys out there is just the type which I called plesure seeking guys.Never easly trust on whatever they said eventhough you think you know him well enough.

p/s: lets make the world better for all of us:)

love,

zulaikha zakaria

get ma' freak on baby!

hey peeps,

Today is the first day of mid term holiday!I've been waiting for this moment for sooo long.Well,as usual..i went to my second home which is hartamas square last night.It was Arrif's 17th bithday:) so there was me,haneez,azwa and some other human which is Arrif's friend.It was kindda fun hanging out with some unknown people?but honestly,i think it would be better if all my girlfriends were there last night.

This morning,I went for a jogging with raeesah and qila.What a work out!we were sweating like hell!burn all the unwanted calories wich is obviously got to go!damn!i hate fats..who does'nt right?then after that,I went out with mikhael,azwa and chloe.We went to OU and had our dinner at hartamas square..again!actually we were planing to go to Rasta but naahh..chloe misses hartamas soo much.She told us that she was soo lifeless when she's at her grandma's house at subang.HAHA..she dont belong there i think:) Btw,we watch Prince of Prisia just now at OU.ohmygod!that guy in the movie(i dont know his name:)) he is smokin' hot!no doubts about that!

I must say that I had a great day with all the people that I had mansion just now.Cant wait for the next outing!the only person who is having problem going out now is amy.She' having a problem with her parents somehow.I miss her funny kedah accent and i miss her soo much!I cant even remember when was the last time I met her?

Whatever it is,I hope that I will enjoy my holidays..and that is a must!:)

love,

zulaikha zakaria

popping pimples!

hey peeps!

I have a seriously big major problem right now!the thing is that i have few pimples that keep popping out from my face and it's really really anonying?i've tried lots of products and it does'nt seems to work on me.My mom told me maybe this is because of my body hormons or something.argh..stupid hormons!

Anyways,enough about my hormons and pimples.Last few days,i was on the phone with my boyfreind(well,i talk to him everyday:)) and i told him to do a blog as well.Actually i was joking and i dont mean it but instead of doing a blog,he did a tumblr.I know there are no diffrenat between blog and tumblr but yeah..I read his tumblr and i think its kindda cute somehow?i mean..the way he wrote about how he had a sudden thoughts to a tumblr and all..i was amazed and excited i think.He is not the type who tells people much about himself so i have no idea what is he gonna write in his tumblr.

And yesterday,Azwa was planing to sneak out with me and chloe.We almost did it but we end up staying at home and not going out.It was funny how my friends planed to sneak out on monday night!among the 7 days in a week,why monday i wonder?

love,

zulaikha zakaria