dispite of perhaps?

hey peeps,

As time pass by,tomorrow is the last day of June and July is taking over.In a few months time,ill be one of the senior in my school.I could not imagine how is it gonna be on the last day of SPM!Ill be out the whole day,enjoying my perfect moment with my homies. joyride with them in my car,eating ice-cream by the beach together,watch the sun set and and the breezy air...It was just perfect.I would do anything to achive this dream.

We actually planed this together for quite a long time,if they still remember.These was the things that we always wanted to do together but in this age and the studies,we dont think its a suitable time for us.Parents is one of the problem.But as for me,the the perfect time is the main problem actually.My parents would maybe understand about this whole plan of mine of going away with my friends just for one day.

Day by day,i keep thinking about my future.dont know why,im just worried about this.what if my future its another round?God,that really do scares the hell out of me!Eventhough how bad my life is now,I will never ask for any changes.My life is like a graph that I draw on a piece of graph paper,Ups and downs..everything is complete.There are no such thing as a the word called "constant" in my life..but its accurate.

I know it sounds comlicated but that was just life is to me:)

love,

zulaikha zakaria.

start a new chapter

hey peeps,

About the post that i have posted yesterday,I was even wondering why i was being soo immature for posting stupid stuff like that.Maybe i was soo upsad till i could'nt control myself for doing it.im glad its over and i will never talk about this whole drama ever again.If you readers was wondering what had happen,i dont think its a good idea for you guys to know either.One thing i know for sure is that,god knows what had happen better.Perhaps,i need to have some faith in this life.

Now,all i need to do is start a new book, a whole new chapter in my life.That means,i will try to be a better person.I know that im not perfect.I mean come on..no one is perfect in this world but hey,we can always try to be the best among the best right?i'll give this a try.This whole drama makes me sick!

I dont know why but...naahh,ill keep this to myself.Ill just pray so that one day,i will have a better life...I just want to have a life like ordinary 16 years old girls out there!is that too much to ask?

love,

zulaikha zakaria.

the ugly truth

hey peeps,

So many thing to say to both of you till I could not even describe it with words.I hope you guys are happy for what you've said to me till you make belive that there's no second chance for our friendship.Just because of a stupid thing that i didn't even plan to do,I get all the blame.I am obviously not making my own conclusion about that,because "you" even say it on my face.

Just imagine if you are the one who is dealing wth this shit.Hoping for "so call as a bestfriend" to be there for you and what they did is just blow you off without any second thoughts.What am i suppose to feel?proud of you for doing such thing to me?even how bad,rude or mean i am,I WILL NEVER ACT LIKE WHAT YOU DID.never..

And you.yes the one who i called my soul sister.The one who I belive will understand me.So i bet you are damn freaking satisfied with all this shits.You've been cursing me all day long and still..you said that you are not angry?dont try to turn the table around.You know how much i hate that.YOU know EVERY single thing in my life.what i LIKES or DISLIKE,in another word..EVERYTHING.you know much i care about you and yet you still think that i would want to do such thing.

Yes.maybe i was dumb way back than when i was in form two.I left my ex bestfriend to belive that i was the one who is guilty.But not anymore guys.I told you guys the truth and i did not create any story just to save myself.I am not a coword!I am just gonna go with the flow.Whatever happen next,ill leave it to God.

And now,I would like to thank to mikhael,azwa and yusufe who was there for me during my hard time.You guys has just fix my broken heart by making me laugh and smile again.Thanks guys..Thank you soo much.And thank you for the kiss my love(mikhael).It was the best cure that i could ever had.Azwa,thank you for being such a understanding friend.Yusufe,thank you for the chicken grill and the supid little jokes yeah.I really appriciate that guys:) what would i do without you guys.

love,

zulaikha zakaria

sunrise hit the ground

hey peeps,

Sorry for not updating my blog lately.I've been really busy with my school work and my studies.I've got my mid-year exam reasult and honestly i am not satisfied with it!!looking at my school report card makes me think that i could not be one of those sucsessfull people out there.People says that its normal to fail in add maths and bio but not for my aunty who is also my bahasa teacher in my school.Now,you get the picture?she's like nagging at me during my bowling practise.

Anyways,about my online clothing shop,we are officially open tomorrow which is on 26 Jun 2010:)this online shop is made by me and by bestfriend,chloe.The name that is given is GARLIC AND BARBICAN.So what are you waiting for ladies?come and visit our blog at http://garlicandbarbican.blogspot.com/ and puchase some great items!

The best part about us is that you could share your fashion ideas so that maybe we could try to sell those stuff ey? So any ideas that you would love to share with us or maybe you wanna ask us anything that have to do with fashion,just drop us a comment at our blog.Simple as that!

love

zulaikha zakaria.

my garlic and barbican:)

hey peeps!

As you guys know,that I am a huge fan of fashion.Therefor,me and my best friend,chloe is in the process of making our clothing line name "Garlic and Barbican".We are selling tops and bottoms for the ladies in a reasonable price of course.I can not deny how stunning,hot clothes out there are kindda pricey.For me,i dont mind wearing a cheep and unbranded things but the most important is that,it must look good on me:)

Well,this is a good news for the vintage lovers and also for the ladies who love to mix and match their clothes.This is because Garlic and Barbican is all about playing with the colours,fun,vintage and we also have trashy kesha type of looks too though;)

So dont worry!i'll inform you guys when everything is settle yeah.

So long readers!

love,

zulaikha zakria

6 in the morning

hey peeps!

School is going to start tomorrow.This is seriously a nightmare!Everyone says that school is suppose to be fun and you'll miss it when its over.But as for me,since I moved to this horrifying girls school in KL,I never felt that way anymore.Not like back then i was in Hartamas.I swear,I miss being there with those silly classmates and awsome teachers!

Anyways,I had fun during my two weeks holidays!And the best was on saturday morning.Me and the ladies went out to Rasta at 1 a.m.I ate butter bread puding and farah had apple crumble.I suggest you people out there who were craving to have sweet stuff like this,you guys should come to Rasta!my god,i fell in love with the butter bread pudding and the apple crumble on my first bite!great food i must say.Then,we went to Andalus where they had the second round of shisha-ing.I could not take anymore shisha that time cuz i had enough shisha when we was at Rasta.So there I was,eating french fries with the garlic sause.Bad bad food!makes me even fatter!

Then we drive to Asia Cafe to pick up my boyfriend,Mikhael.the car was soo full till i have to sit on mikhael's lap for awhile and chloe have to sit on Farah's lap.Than we could not stand that situation no more!so chloe moved to the front sit with azwa!ohmygod..it was better after that.So we went back to bangsar and sent yusufe and Mikhael home since mikhael slept at yusufe's house.

So we girls arrived home at 6 am in the morning and we woke up at 9.30!we need to get ready for azwa's brother's wedding.It was funny because all of us need to wear the same brown kebaya!So we were kindda late as we arrived there on 11.something.We actually need to be there around 10 in the morning.So the wedding went well and the food was awsome!

Me and azwa was kindda upset of waiting yusufe and mikhael.They was suppose to be there during the time four of us walking down the hallway.I know it was not a big thing but of course i want him to be there.So yeah,they arrived when the wedding was about to over.I was kindda dissapointed with them same goes to azwa.

But that does not spoil our day when they apologize and tell the reason why.So after the wedding,Azwa sent all of us back home.Well there it was,my day with them:)

love,

zulaikha zakaria

heels are killing!

hey peeps!

Despite(or perhaps because of) the enomic gloom,sky heels are big news this season.Sky heels is also known as killer heels which most of the ladies would go crazy about.I am a big fan of killer heels too of course.I seriously dont mind walking around with killer heels eventhogh its hurting my feet but for the sake of looking good in it.

ohmygod!this is beautiful!

laced killer heels would give you more catchy looks.Besides that,I also love wedges like this beautiful wedges that I've found in google.

I think,wedges heels like this are much more comfortable than other heels bacause wedges has a flat surface which can give us a better balance.But overall,every killer heels to me are awsome and one day,when i have my own house..I would like to have a room which is full of heels or shoes like kimora's :)

love,

zulaikha zakaria.